Life's Ups and more about the Downs

Ever have those times in your life when you can't pinpoint it, but you just feel out of place? Right now things just seem all a bit blah. This last week just didn't go well. Monday I didn't feel well, a bit depressed. Tuesday, I didn't feel well, I didn't have any energy and just felt out of it, so I went home early. Wednesday was ok till about about 1pm, then I just couldn't get through much more of the day, so I went home. Thursday was ok, but not great...the day seemed to drag, but soon it was over. Friday was a great day, the day I looked forward to all week. I had a meeting, we went to lunch, had some cake and I tried to do a bit of work. Talking seemed to be the extent of it though. So in all, the week just wasn't so hot. Last week was good, but this week I just felt out of place and even though I had happy parts I couldn't seem to pull myself out a small bit of depression. I know this probably doesn't make much sense, but oh well, I guess it doesn't have to. I'm hoping this week is better. I suspect part of it is the fact that I just don't enjoy doing research and I get bored doing it. I go each day with high hopes for what I will accomplish and I try to go in with a good mood, it just fades fast. Well enough of that, on to more. Have you seen something and realized that people have more or less forgotten you? It's a wonderful feeling. Perception is everything, but I do my best to look at facts, and even though I'm debated I usually have a pretty good memory. It's just hard when you believe something or remember something and it's nothing like what others remember. Hard. I guess you live you learn and life will always go on. I know this week will go on and I hope that it is better than last week!

Life is not without it's ups though, even though this week was more of a down, I did have some good things happen. I got to spend Monday and Thursday nights with friends for dinner, and yesterday Susan and I went to see Catch and Release. A good movie.

And with the beginning of this week near, I will wish for an UP week the whole week. I hope you all have an UP week as well! Sorry for the depressing post, but I've been thinking about it all week and just had to write on it. Thanks for listening. I will leave the post with a fun picture from last week, an UP part of the week!